Originally posted on The Pondering Nook
As I started off my role as a stepmom, I would hear people say, “You can’t possibly love your step-kids as your own. It’s not the same.”
At the beginning of my stepmom journey, I would say that I agreed with that statement.
I figured it was a logical deduction considering a stepchild isn’t biologically your own. I also knew that depending on personality types or the age a child was when you entered the picture as a stepparent, the bond could potentially take years to solidify.
At the start of my stepmom role, I felt all the common things a stepmother who was carrying a huge brunt of the parenting load might feel. There was resentment. There was bitterness. Many times I got absolutely no credit for doing everything I felt a mother should be doing. I’ll admit that I often seethed in silence.
I went through all the classic scenarios such as being mistaken for my stepchild’s mother and awkwardly correcting strangers. I had to hear the term “real mom” being uttered over and over in social situations. Being a stepmom certainly isn’t easy and that’s an understatement.
Even when you’re fully accepting of the fact that you’re not the biological parent but you’re working incredibly hard and putting so much time in to help raise a child, words can still sting immensely.
However, I discovered as time went on that words don’t matter as much as I thought they did. Labels don’t matter as much as I thought they did. The titles a child uses of mom and dad or stepmom and stepdad are indeed just that — titles.
What really matters is your personal relationship with your stepchild or stepchildren. As tempting as it is to keep score and be competitive in the realm of co-parenting, you must realize that you own this step-parenting thing. Additionally, as time goes on you will probably find that this child ― your stepchild ― has taken up a permanent residence in your heart.
It might happen right away or it may take years of challenges to fully realize, but whatever your relationship is with your stepchild or stepchildren right now at this moment ― it is yours. You must also know that as much as your stepchild or stepchildren challenge and frustrate you ― they do also see you as theirs.
Your relationship with your stepchild is like nothing else. You share a bond together which probably came about (unless you were lucky) with an incredible amount of awkwardness, hardship and hesitation. You can’t erase that kind of experience. It will stay with you and influence you forever. The same goes for the child or children you are step-parenting.
Sometimes the most challenging of relationships in life are the ones that have the most meaning. What really needs to change is the definition in your head of what it means to call a child your own.
Sharing DNA and the development of a healthy, rich relationship is what glues a parent and child together. Sharing life and the development of a healthy, rich relationship is what binds a stepparent and stepchild together.
If you’re helping to raise a child in this world you should know that you are making the kind of commitment that many people can’t or won’t.
You can call yourself whatever you like, whether it be a stepparent, bonus parent, or even just a parent. None of those labels changes the core relationship built with a child who needs guidance and love.
Over time, doing things for your stepchild or stepchildren can become like 2nd nature and your love for them can become unconditional. You may even get to the point where you won’t think twice about which parent does more or less because it won’t matter. All that will matter is the amazing journey you have been on with this child or children. And that’s when you really become a parent, biological or not.
And I know many stepparents out there don’t feel like this is possible because their personal situations are so overwhelmingly difficult. But my point is that you own your role and you do have the power to make a difference.
The acknowledgement you crave from your stepchild or stepchildren may not come right away or even for many years. You need to let that part go for now.
Realize that this journey is about a life-changing relationship with a child who needs you, not about where they came from or who they belong to. You are there to guide, teach, and support. You don’t have to be their mom or dad. You need to just be there.
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